18 Years Old. Canada. EDNOS. Goal Weight:105lbs Current Weight: Too Much. Height: 5"6. I Do Not Promote Pro-ana or Pro-mia Sites.I usually only follow Black and White's but if you send me your tumblr I'll take a look at it.

I want to throw up and all I’ve had is milk


Studying with a mental illness is so hard

My second doctor appointment this week and I already want to shoot myself . Plus I get to meet my physiologist soon to confirm with my other doctor (which I just recently started going to) that I do indeed have type ll bi polar disorder. The best part? I now have weigh in’s and follow up’s every week. Welcome to insanity .

All I think about now a days are the friends I used to have . No matter how they look at me now. I like to remember the way they used to view me. I don’t want to ever lose the love they wrapped me in but I’m starting to feel colder and no matter they did or what I said. All I want to do is run home to them and feel the warmth .


früher fand ich das schön, jetzt nicht mehr
If you ask me who I am
I will feel compelled to tell you
That my dad left me
when I was four.
I will tell you
That I was raped
And I will also tell you
That I’ve hooked up
With more guys than I could count on both hands
By the age of 15.
Funny how when we talk about
Who we are
We are so quick to mention the ugly
Parts of our lives.
But these things aren’t who I am.
Just things that shaped me into the person that I’ve become.
— And I’m a damn good person (via quietvoicesloudwords)



not my photo, just my edit 


I’m able to throw up automatically with out shoving my fingers down my throat. That’s considered a skill right ?

I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.
— Robin Williams  (via blue811)

(Source: wordsnquotes, via theseoverusedwords)




we’re just
suicidal kids
telling other
suicidal kids
that suicide
isn’t the
— (via xxxantastic3)

(Source: ungiveafuckable, via terrifiedofmyownthoughts-deacti)