I want to throw up and all I’ve had is milk
Studying with a mental illness is so hard
My second doctor appointment this week and I already want to shoot myself . Plus I get to meet my physiologist soon to confirm with my other doctor (which I just recently started going to) that I do indeed have type ll bi polar disorder. The best part? I now have weigh in’s and follow up’s every week. Welcome to insanity .
All I think about now a days are the friends I used to have . No matter how they look at me now. I like to remember the way they used to view me. I don’t want to ever lose the love they wrapped me in but I’m starting to feel colder and no matter they did or what I said. All I want to do is run home to them and feel the warmth .
I’m able to throw up automatically with out shoving my fingers down my throat. That’s considered a skill right ?